One of those days...

    How many things can one hide behind a smile? How long can you hide it? Is it bring a hypocrite if you do? Is pretending and being with the right attitude and  the right expressions better then showing how you're really feeling?


    Today was one of those days when you pretend everything is fine,but  inside you just want to scream and cry! One of those days when you only need a friend to talk, but not only any friend. A true best friend who knows, understands and loves you just as you are. I just needed a big hug from a special loved one.  I'm sure that if I had gotten one, I wouldn't had let go. It was not because of something specific that happen here, but I'm still not completely done adjusting. Sometimes it's frustrating and who better then God to pour out my frustrations and ask Him to help me? He is always there and I'm so thankful He's ready to make me feel better even before I ask him. Then I read this:
   

 "Not so in haste , my heart! 

Have faith in God, and wait; 

Although He seems to linger long 

He never comes too late." Torrei

    Thank you Father for being so close and always there!